Thursday, April 30, 2009

I love him

It has been awhile since I last blog, in case if anyone notice :)..

I didn't have the mood and I only updated my facebook and put pics of my princess's party. I will put it up when my mind is a bit settled. At first I didn't want to share this story because I know some people who hates me (and yet they still read my blog - go figure!) will rejoice if something bad happens to our family. Some people are simply just jealous and aren't happy with their lives and resort to being jealous of other people's happiness and will be clapping their hands should anything bad befall the person that they are jealous of. Humans, what do you expect? But I guess my friends out there should deserve to know the thing that is bothering me right now.... so to those who hate me, go on, clap your hands if you like. I won't mind.....

My dear husband has been having some headache for the past month, at the same localised spot, and after the birthday party, the headache got so much worse, he couldn't go anywhere, couldn't drive, etc. I've never seen him in so much pain for two days in a row, thank goodness my mom is here, I was feeling really down. That's why I didn't update the blog, but I updated my facebook in between taking care of him and bringing him to the hospital (we were at Royal Perth Hospital for two hours). Call me a facebook addict ;p, but I actually put the pics to share it with my brothers, my in laws and all my beloved close friends who can't be around to celebrate it with us. I'll put up the pics la later ye, leceh la nak kecik2 kan gambar dulu...

The doctor asked him to do a CT scan and blood test. His results will be out tomorrow. I really, really hope and pray that there won't be anything serious. His father had leukemia before and both of his uncle passed away due to cancer. He has a strong history of cancer in his family and I sincerely hope that he is going to be fine. He hasn't been himself lately and as his wife, I feel pretty worried and sad. I cannot imagine my life without him, I really can't. He is my life, my soul, he is my everything. He is the one I truly love and I hope to love and be loved by him for the rest of our lives. Whatever the outcome for tomorrow, I have to be mentally prepared.

Don't worry sayang, I will always be by your side, through thick and thin, insyaAllah.

Please pray for him....

Oh Allah, I love him so much.....

13 comments:

Kay Faizal said...

erm...bersabarlah dengan dugaan ini.kuatkan semangat dan tabah la menghadapi apa jua masalah yang ada.semoga tiada yang buruk menimpa.saya tumpang simpati.

dyanna said...

I like your blog.I'm waiting your new posts.

Cikgu Rozila said...

Sheri..
hope that your hubby will be fine...
Insyaallah...banyak2 bersabar dan berdoa ya...

aishah zaharin said...

sheri,

Allah takkan uji hamba-Nya dengan sesuatu yang tidak mampu kita tanggung. ingat tuh.

adat hidup, ada suka ada duka. kalau happy saja, maknanya kita dah berada di syurga.

apa pun, hope u'll be strong, and u have to be strong for you are the strength for the beautiful kids and husband.

ps - on a lighter note, i penah kena macam hafiz kena, and have to go through mri scan kat APSH. what the dr found was - ada macam water retention kat belakang skull, which actually reflects my sinusitis problem. alhamdulillah, nothing serious, and yes sakit dia masa tuh macam localized punya pain, at the same spot. hope this can lift your spirit up.

be patient and never give up doa, for doa is senjata orang mukmin.

dyanna said...

I hope it's nothing serious.

Get well soon.

ieda said...

insya Allah takde pape la Sheri...dun worry and jangan pk bukan-bukan..

think tve gurl...

Ann said...

Hope takde apa2 yg serious...pray for u...

shahida shalahim said...

sheri,doa byk2 and hope for the best.amin.

sheri said...

Dear Faizal, Che Yah, Ila, Aishah, Ieda, Ann and She,

Thank you for your caring words and prayers.

The results were in yesterday and he did not have any serious weird stuffs in his head (alhamdulillah) although he has drainage problem and has water in his head, so next week, we will follow up with doctor. i am hoping that it's nothing serious.. thanks again for the prayers, everyone :)

fadhilah said...

hope everything will be okay

:))

welcome.. said...

dun worry mate..insyaAllah sume ok! lek mate..jgn putus doa k! take care..

lorongsetia8 said...

sher, insya allah takde apa yg teruk akan jadi.
sama2 doa...

:)

sheri said...

fadhilah, niza and naf
thank you for the thoughtful comments and warm prayers :)

naf: pecite beb.. lama tak update blog ?